29 Going On 30

Today is my 30th birthday.

My life plan was to finish the novel, have a baby and be a lawyer by this date. 0 for 3.

But there are other things that I have to be grateful for, mainly that my family is well and healthy (for the most part) and that I have a wonderful husband who loves me and whom I love. So it's not really so awful, I suppose. I spent most of my 25th birthday in tears because of how my pathetic life was and I'm determined not to do that today. My life isn't pathetic, it's just taken a different path from what I thought it would be. And I don't mind that path very much at all.